I was around a few of my co-works the other day casually talking about our future and such. One of them had made a comment saying “I’m not ready to move in with my boyfriend because I am not ready for that commitment yet” as the other one said “my husband wants to have kids and build a house but I am not ready for that yet..” And that’s when I realized. All my life, all I’ve wanted to do is grow up and become a mom. While everyone else was dreaming of becoming a nurse or a professional football player, I wanted to be a mom. After I just sat and listened for a couple of moments I just blurted out and said “I’m the total opposite, I am so ready to start my family and have a place called home.” They just both starred and was very quite until one was like “what if God has greater plans for you than becoming a house wife and a mother…” And honestly, some people are created to become the greatest nurse and football player but then.. People like me are created to become moms. 19 years old and that’s all I want to be in life is such a damn good mom because I know I will be. When the day that God gives me the gift of becoming a mommy, my dreams will come true..
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